long path to go

Honestly, i had suffered for three years....
i cant belive it still.....haiz....
though nt much people read my blog, but i dont care cause it is a'vent' for me.....

i cant stand on what i saw what i heard.... its hurts a lot.....

Haiz...I send my message to god for more than 930 times(using significant figures...)
i knw god will help me but not now....SICK!

Damn Hard Task to complete... i know if i could overcome this BIG TASK i can stand on every hard task which is coming towards to me....

Thank god alot for the task and streght.... GOD IS GREAT